Date : Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Time : 3:22 PM
Title : i like to think at least things cant get any worse!

And you can't save me now,
I'm in the grip of a hurricane
I'm gonna blow myself away.

I really wanna know how I'd feel next time when I look back and think about my two
years in VJ. I know I can still control that now by trying to make it better but I
I'm not sure if its really worth the while.

I mean, its a cool school, really. We have full days of from school and people around
are pretty lovely though having some butt-faces around is inevitable, teachers and the student body alike. Its just that, I haven't really been enjoying myself because I've been trying so hard to stay afloat, to keep up.

I never used to curse, but it has really come to a point where I'll just tell myself to move the fuck on.

We don't ever stop being troubled don't we? Human beings are such complicated
creatures. We worry about getting full marks for a spelling test, getting to a top
Secondary school, scoring single digits for L1R5, a space in an university, getting a
stable job, enough to feed the family, more monetary issues and other random issues to come as we grow.
Why can't we just be like elephants?

I'm not saying that the education system is flawed, its just if its the competitiveness that is motivating us then something is just not right.