Date : Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Time : 5:58 AM
Title : i kid you not

it was the most vivid nightmare i had since i was 12.
i cant sleep, my heart is literally out of my chest and now i hear my stomach talking, he's hungry.
i shall name my stomach Gary, hopefully he will start meow-ing. no ew, that'd be freaky.

i seriously woke up shaking, in cold sweat, i planned my escape route in bed should anything happens. if some gangster really break into my house and take my parents away, i'd sing in my room to act as if i know nothing is going on. that way, maybe they wont knock my room door down, and it gives me time to tie up my clothes. im not Repunzel, i need to rope to help me down three floors. the water in the toilet will be running so they might think im bathing. hopefully they wont be sick assholes and wanna knock my door open just so they can catch me and catch me bathing at the same for that matter. if everything goes well, i'll shout, "daddy im ready! can you fetch me to school?" they might make him reply, and i'll make me cry, but no time to waste. i'll jump down and run out of the apartment via the back yard to the open carpark of the next block of apartments so they wont be able to see me through my windows. i wont take the metal staircases, they're too loud. oh, must remember to wear sports bra. i'll sprint to the main road or climb into someone's house. call the police, call my sister. i dontknow what they police can do but i need them to bring my parents back to me, ): whatever you do pam, please remember to stay calm.

i love you dad mom sis i really i really do.
i love all my uncles aunties (i will call them too they can help i know xiao shu's number by heart) i love all my cousins
i love you jus
i love you tanya olivia cuixia liyana
i love you ruby jac chanel
i love you sharrie(you were in the original nightmare) cihui gerrie hwee
i love you graci lucas caijia zhiwei nette huang

i must love myself.

no more nightmares please ):