5.55AM;

WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!

i just got reminded of OBS,

its amazing how i still miss it after so long.

over supper, dad told me about my grandmother.

the grandmother that i've never met.

'my mother really took care of her children. she worked very hard for us and made sure we were fed. we were very poor. she made sure we got to eat the veggies with rice, and she was left with only the soup and rice. dont believe you ask shushu. work hard, study hard, life will be harder if you don't'

i hate to think about my results coming back next week.

i know how badly i did,

and the thought of disappointing my dad is absolutely disgusting.