Muthusami will be leaving for the hostel next weekend, or the weekend after.

we'll be heading down to Ikea to buy what she needs & i honestly, feel awkward about the whole situation.

Hi Reality Check; Sis Is Leaving For 4 Years.

when she's back I'll be gone.

so technically, say, 8 years.
we share almost everything.

16years on Earth we shared clothes since the day i was born.

we still share a room, a toilet, a camera, a hairdryer, the shampoo, the toothpaste, bags & clothes etc etc.

whatever, when she's gone im forced to be independent as well.

like Tiff,

i ll return to a specific place everyday to study and sleep, except the part that i have a living room/gambling den plus a kitchen, air-conditioner, television, piano blahblah (okay yes still more luxurious).

i ll have to stock up on Junkfood, & buy daily essentials (eg: Oreos/milk/milo) && toiletries on my own.

settle my meals alone out or pack it back (lets just hope Dad will start returning home earlier)

when Siti leaves in Sept i ll too have to do the housework & do the laundry.

thats when The Queen would return in rage, complaining that i have not been cleaning up but only creating the mess.

that is to say that i will have to serve her Khakis drinks when they come over,

set and unpack the Mahjong table.

Conclusion: Be the Maria & get Double the madness cause my sis isnt here to Share Tehhh Joy.

Awesome, all that to happen a month before O levels.

dont get me wrong, i do not blame my Sissy for moving out though its only her first year.

it ll be a good experience & it will only benefit her.

Living away from the Mahjong tiles & unreasonable comments is only fair.
Im sure she has had enough.

Me? i'll ta-han for a little while more, till im old enough to rebel & fight for what i think is right.

(but what is the point-

since The Queen can never be wrong)

heck that,

i have made up my mind.

After O levels i can travel down to NTU & crash her room.

working at the zoo during that period of time would be the best excuse & reasonable enough since i will not have to travel as much in the morn'.

Meanwhile, i'll just miss My Fav Sis' company,

lazing on the sofa,

those midnight wrestles, cooking meals/making potato salads,

eating out together,

dragging out of her bed. literally.

i may even miss her ol' granny nags.

its only now that i realised that almost everytime she goes out

she'd return with something for me,

she'd teach me Chemistry-

something i never appreciated.

its depressing to see her bed empty at night & in the morning,

her study table cleared,

& her clothes mmmmmisssssing zomgzx.

i asked Dad if he ll miss her;

apparenly he sounded quite sad when he heard about it.

Anyhow,

he said no lah-

cause he said someday we would both leave,

& he cant keep us by his side forever.

& that will be the day that he ll move to his Office to stay day for good.

i know i know, she can come home during the weekends,

but its not the same!

Dad, Jie,

I Wanna Come Home.