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SPIRITMIGHTFIGHT

i dontknow if you will see this, i'll still just type it here. & i mean whatever i'm about to say.

i've been feeling bad for quite some time & i'm really bothered but i dont know how to verbalise my thoughts .

you're someone who shaped us outta nothing, had endless faith and trust in us, hope in favour for us & loved us like your own.

for all that you've done, we truly appreciate everything.

we realy dont mean to break any traditions, or anything along that line.

i know, we know, that you are very disappointed because we joined another club.

but our reasons were simple.

we just wanted a platform for all of us to play together again, in a team.

we definitely joined this club voluntarily, on our own accord.

you might say by joining Nike, we could play together too.

but the question is, Nike has so many people,

will we be able to play in the same team.

we're still part of TKG Netball, in anyway.

'cause no matter what, no matter when, we're one dysfunctional family'

playing in a different club, does not mean that we disregard you, or anyone.

we still respect you, as a coach, as a teacher, as the one who has brought us thus far.

when Surge is formed, we will too be more than happy to play with the seniors.

i am just going to be frank about this all.

to me, i just wanna to have a club to play in, so i will never ever have to drop Netball.

if i am going to play for the rest of my life, Nike's training seem really too tough.

& i do not want to see us dropping out of the club one by one just because of the trainings.

call it recreational, or even slacker-form-of-training, i just want to have fun.

i know Nike can bring me far.

but am honestly not working towards playing for the National Squad or anything.

Blaze might not offer the best trainings, & produce top results,

but we still do what we love.

Anglican High players, whom we have played against so many times,

now our teammates, is simply a plus point to everything that is happening now.

i enjoy playing with them, & i know the rest do too.

whatever it is, Mrs Tan, seniors, i really hope you all understand.

(can we put all the stares and endless discussions about us not being in Nike to an end?)

cause now, i actually feel uncomfortable training in the TKG PE Tshirt, its tiring.

we are all attached to this very Tshirt,

we do feel bad,

& its really sad if we don't feel right in it.

i attribute this to the you, Mrs Tan, who brought me up from nothing, though i know you wouldn't see it but probably someday you might.

I'm Sorry for Disappointing You, Mrs Tan.

& I know i can't take it back.

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right.