school officially ends for all the sec ones&twos today,

while we have to struggle ourselves back to school on monday for more extended studies.

uh oh, real in trouble.

im in hot soup.

miss tee stressed throughout the year about coping with two pure sciences

& how some will prove her right by not doing well at the end of the year.

i am very ashamed to announce that i have proven her right,

that i might not be able to cope with two pure sciences.

listening to the school leaders was pretty much discouraging.

but miss tee was so nice, so kind as she gave me a pat on my back,

assuring me that everything was alright.

her voice was soft, different from what she is in class, & i just know that she cares (:

'this is just a suggestion, dont worry!'

underlining my problems, she told me that she believes that i can do it.

damn, i felt so guilty for disappointing her.

one of the school leaders couldnt stop talking, it was annoying.

all she cares is about how we ll affect the school's banding if we dont do well

for O levels, yea we get it so shut up.

Tanya&i kinda switched ourselves off.

you know when you feel like shit you tend to self-pity & think about all the bad things that has happened, or might happen. okay at least i do.

guess the biggest hurdle is my dad, how am i gonna face him, to pass him the form to sign?

now im at lost of what to do.

on top of all that crap,

jac tan&i still managed to go for a good lunch. (:

fiddle-dee-dee.